overPopulated mirror..

Time of Cleopatra.. all leaders of late.. down through history Alexander Great.. at

WHO IS RUNNING FOR WHAT? SOME GUY WHO LOOKED AS IF HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT.. SAID.. ‘I AM VOTING FOR THE FUNNIEST OR BEST DRESSED.. I HAVE NOT DECIDED,, CLOWNS HAVE ALWAYS CONFUSED ME..’

twelve years he orated.. spoke his lack of joy.. no more battles he could watch.. no place to deploy..

soldiers who found pounds of gold took violent screaming love.. robbing towns with strength of kingdoms.. pounded iron gloves.. cannot mate fate or create any meaning true.. when purpose is politics life sees no part of you..

go places unknown my friends.. places you can share.. faces only you have seen.. inside will find them there..

follow flag-call if you must.. be panoply grand.. come back to your sweet inside when you must understand..

why younger life has always tried slipping social ways.. young folks find improvement for moldy bloody plays.. eons long purpose present by kings.. presidents, dictators, emperors and things..

were two houses on this block back in sixty-three.. twenty now three stories more.. more folks that I see.. came from where? I do not care now we all are here.. share this life for better worse.. in laughter love and tears..

grow we must in mind and soul as we propagate.. meet ourselves mirrored others.. unknown met by fate.. hide inside if you must soon you will repair.. to what you are inside.. what you have to share..

Child inside.. you are wonder.. to share is an answer.. afraid to my cross.. Peace T.

©AC.26.5.12.arr././

Live Soldier..

NO PREMISE IS PERFECT.. IF COMMITTED.. IT IS A GOOD PLACE WHEN ONE MUST FIGHT..

Days civilian win or lose.. seasoned with girls, dance and booze.. spend money laughs.. good food to dine.. feels warm in this gut of mine..

manic runs into the street.. ocean swims feeling elite.. feel all good things on a path called time.. eyesight sharpens see the pap.. river runs North down on maps.. hidden things come strong to my day..

serious alters the mood.. see a youngster who needs food.. things must change is one thing to say.. quietly said here most sane days..

heard in cowboy battle rattle long years past defending cattle said a soldier long in fighting ways.. we were stressed pressed while undressed middle night raid play distress.. he said these words in this way.. what else to say?.. but

‘I won’t die here today’..

Felt demands of the job.. understood ‘corn gone the cob’ is presented in unnatural ways.. bristled hair back of my neck.. looked inside to self-respect dreams emerged in color through the haze.. went back to battle cry.. to yield here I’ll surely die.. then his mouth speaking came my way.. I said from heart and head.. same words I learned that he said..

‘I won’t die here today’..

Consideration for world nation which flag do you fly?.. do they care is it fair to say leaders try?.. step up with song full cup promise of no wrong.. I can’t hesitate to be free is strong.. to heal and educate those so left behind.. shine and clear away fractured tatters of each mind.. bring to date thus their fates to dreams each one known.. honor found in human rights fruit of rights so sown.. serious delirious each thing met I say..

women children heal and learn.. not a toy to ‘take a turn’.. life to laugh.. a peaceful way deadly true heard myself say.. as deceit made a play..

‘I won’t die here today’..

Any victory for human rights and freedom is huge.. Peace T.

 ©AC.25.5.12.arr././

Redundant old Gitmo..

THOUGH SONG REMAINS IN MY HEART.. THOUGH POEM PASSES MY HEART AND PEN.. WHEN

No matter how I reach for reason I only find cheap excuse and evasion.. something bothersome from those who have nothing to offer but vengeance..

I LOOK AT THE REDUNDANT AND NEGATIVE FOUNDATION FOLKS LOOK TO FOR ‘CLOSURE’ ABOUT 9/11 GRIEF..

IT SADDENS ME.

 A CHILD CAN SEE.. THUS ‘RESPONSIBLE’ FOLKS SHOULD KNOW THAT IS WHY OUR UNITED STATES HAS ‘CIVIL RIGHTS’..

IGNORING THIS FACET OF  THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA IS PERHAPS WHAT WILL GIVE THE ANARCHIST WHAT HE WANTS FOR ANARCHY MUST FAIL WHEN COMPARED TO RESPECT AND SENSE FOUND IN THE BILL OF RIGHTS; CREATING MARTYRS IS NOT AVOIDED BY ‘WAITING TO DEPLOY SUCH JUSTICE’..

I NEVER PRESUPPOSE ANOTHER’S MENTAL STATE OR CAPACITY FOR GUILT.. NOR SHOULD OTHERS THINK.. NO MATTER THE POSE OF THE ACCUSED.. THAT YEARS IN A PLACE SUCH AS ‘GITMO’ ARE WITHOUT SOCIAL EFFECT.

PERHAPS THERE ARE THOSE WHO FEEL IT NECESSARY TO REMEMBER THE WORST MOMENT OF THEIR LOVED ONES LIFE..

BY EXTENDING THE HORROR THAT CAUSED SO MUCH GRIEF..

CONTINUES TO EXTEND SO MUCH GRIEF. 

IT IS, IN MY OPINION, A SHAM, A FARCE AND JUST DELUSIONAL TO TAKE THESE MEN TO TRIAL.. IF THESE MEN ARE GUILTY THEY KNOW IT..

THE PERPETRATORS OF THIS HORRENDOUS 9/11 WILL PUNISH THEMSELVES.. IF THEY DO NOT THEY ARE LOST TO WHOMEVER IS THEIR FAITH.. KNOWN BY OTHERS.. DESTINED TO PUNISHMENT.. IF THEY ARE DELUSIONAL OR RELIGIOUSLY FANATICAL.. THEY KNOW IT.. WHY NOT SEND THEM TO IRAQ?.. WHY NOT SEND THEM TO THEIR WONDERFUL DESERT PARADISE..

WHY LET THE HATRED OF 9/11 EXTEND BEYOND HEALING?..

I HAVE NO INTENT TO WRITE ABOUT GITMO FURTHER..

 I WOULD WRITE OF IT IN NOVEL.. BUT TO WHAT END?.. IT IS A TRUE HORROR.. AN EXTENSION OF THE POLITICAL FANATIC FOR CONTROL..

BORN OF FIRE AND HATE.. DEATH.. DESTRUCTION.. ADOPTIVE PARENT TO A HORRIBLE WAR AND KILLER OF CHILDREN.. CORRUPTER OF OTHER NATIONS IN PROXIMITY..

DEFAMER OF A THEOCRATIC PURPOSE.. 

VENGEFUL PURPOSE.. WHAT A SORRY PURPOSE.. IN SUCH A WONDERFUL WORLD..

ANY VENGEANCE NOW IS REDUNDANT.. AND, MAY BE MISPLACED.. EVIL WILL CIRCLE.. CHANGE FORM AND STRIKE AGAIN IN ANOTHER FORM OF CONFUSION..

FOR IT EXTENDS EVIL!

PEACE TONY.. PEACE PLEASE..

©AC.5.5.12.

Dog and Pony shows

In the late eighties and early nineties CC and I managed an apartment house in W. Los Angeles.

No matter how I reach for reason I only find cheap excuse and evasion.. something bothersome from those who have nothing to offer but a lie..

  As time passed I found the depths some folks will sink to.. this includes.. slandering.. making assumptions.. lying.. and all the other charming things folks will do in the name of the almighty dollar. 

This one stuck in my craw because I was doing what I was hired to do.. protecting my landlord from fraud.. for one..

A woman of about 35 to 40 years named Pam T. and her daughter moved in.  The rental application was taken by the landlady. 

I think it is important at this point to mention our former next door neighbors before Pam T.  The mother had a phobia.  She made a career out of being black and blaming others for it.  I tried to act as I felt and ignore her delusion.. in that time many folks did not speak their mind to other cultures. In fear of being labeled a ‘racist’ or ‘discriminatory’ they just kowtowed to some pretty ridiculous positions. 

I do not recognize differences in culture as being racial.. so I speak my mind.  The landlady.. from mainland China.. apparently was convinced by that wonderful family.. my neighbors, who’s 15-year-old son killed the mother of our kitten.. mother cat was just healing from an injury on our porch..perhaps a failed attempt by this person?.. her older son was just out of the penitentiary in Michigan?.. perhaps Illinois.. I am sympathetic but not a duck.. nor will I be called a name that is not mine..

Well when Ms. Pam T. and her daughter.. who was 18 but not old enough to speak.. according to her mother.. moved in on a Sunday giving a check for 2 months rent and damage deposit.  The next day she stopped payment on the check.. siting her daughters ‘illness’ and her upstairs neighbors acoustic guitar playing as making noise therefore saying the apt.  she rented was unlivable.

When I went to verify the scam artists tenant’s employment as ‘head of surgery at UCLA’  I had a hell of a time getting a response.. the reason was.. she was not a Dr. of any kind.  She was the senior replacement typist in the typing  pool for Surgery.  Investigating further.. I found she had pulled the same stunt at the last apt. she infested.  Left owing 7 months rent.  Caused the manager there to lose his job.. he and his pregnant wife.. looking for lodging.  According to written.. witnessed and notorized statements from this man and his wife.. they did the same thing with the weekend check dealy at the place before his.. Ms. Pam T.’s father was head of the Janitors’ Union.. in a large nearby city. 

This was during the Rodney King reaction riots.  I do think Mr. King was assaulted and beaten.  I do think he deserved a settlement and apology.  About the riot?.. no one in their right mind likes riots.. teens goose stepping down the street to memorized rap lyrics.. sang as cadence by the goose steppers.. a lousy time.. between that and the earthquake of ’91 one had to stay on top of it.  

My opinion of this Pam T. person was.. ’pay the rent.. pony up your occupation’.. she went into court saying I harassed her.. she had a lot of nerve.. or she was just out of her mind..  she was impossible to speak with.. much less harass.. as I believe the young female judge was not seeing clearly.. she had conspiring felons in her courtroom and was disallowing any evidence I brought and made legal motion to admit. 

Unfair.. stupid.. and found by my reasearch to be a direct result, in many ways, of folks for centuries setting an exploitive stage with no fabric beyond laziness and greed.. in a word., slavery and self-importance for the poor whites..

Landlords beware.. managers beware.. in those days I would have said.. ’just because you are uncomfortable with another culture is not an excuse to accept what you know to be a lie’.. and I did.. I was evicted.. fun stuff from the lie of racism.. and those who exploit it.. extending the fallacy of ‘race’.. extended to the young folks who.. for centuries had to hang their heads.. never knowing why.. which is fair.. since there is no reason.. thus no why..

My rant of some years gone.. I hope that fatheaded lady (both of them) find reason.. seems example for her daughter would be reason enough for the scam artist.. the landlady?..nuts..Peace Tony 

All the Little monsters..

Mary Shelley wrote of Dr. Frankenstein.. all the little monsters.. raising hell.. times when

Is color confusion.. picture running so.. no just worldwide love so expressed.. love of living said by monks.. said inside each head.. music sweet music down.. with funk..
(picture from Grateful Dead site Inet)

disappearing came with a magic spell.. imitated monsters in their shell..

she wrote of a Dr.- belief of the time.. ‘man plays god’ a path sure to go wrong.. better smile in dance merry minstrel plays.. sings to you a happy love in song..

species here is human.. know my closets well.. empty shown.. some dethroned.. waiting there to tell.. of a world a quiet remote jungle.. all around night beauty of the stars.. look a story written as time passed  to flesh in dreams unto unseen feeling leaving scars.. made when exploiters seek control.. hidden in a cloud.. one species defended.. from uncaring crowd.. saying is not doing.. doing is not war.. take your money.. think there honey.. what is money for?  

Military backup for politic mouth?.. pop singers saying stupid things.. investigate yourself war will take us South.. there are books to read.. songs to sing.. as a landscape opens minds eye for a true.. do you want a happy life in peace?..

other landscape blackened stench of death.. hides sky of blue.. chokes children with hate.. blinds  life prays for release..

I remember long ago.. found faith in a song.. watched bands through the sixties Grateful Dead.. for all newsy pap beauty came undone.. found there as my path.. some what they said..

are you species human.. defender of life.. one who will not abide violent war?.. or do have plans of glory holding high a sword.. winner living death you dealt in strife?  

Today in this grey morning.. folks are what they choose.. better free and crazy than so jailed.. freedom for me is to know.. not to win or lose.. just to love help sing to those thought failed..

in this second every second privileged in breath.. heartbeat ways that make me laugh and cry.. means to make it better.. things thought useless so.. love can make it better.. you know why..

I wish every living thing.. natural happiness.. Peace T.

©AC.22.4.12.arr././

Bottom Feeding Scum..

Beauty in this world.. counted pretty roses.. something held, compelled to greed called need..

Mr. Greed discovers a counterfeit bill.. he has sworn to look for the printer of this bill to the 'ends of the earth'. Course he just wants to print some money of 'his own'..he needs personalized cash.. to match his personality.. counterfeit..

theft that closes..homes so held.. they fool lenders fool the courts.. trick bags all around.. banks trashed bad loans.. grabbed by greed.. that should be in the ground..

World we live in lovely known.. something to propose.. why not take these crooks and hang them by the nose?.. higher than their interest rates.. higher than their greed.. higher than they get when doing crack.. feeling speed..

Maybe they can see their resemblance to nose snot.. representing lies and greed ’cause that is what they got.. low they are.. depose homes.. drive a fancy car.. how I am.. way I feel.. wish things ‘down to it real’..

They sing.. ‘look at me.. look at me.. I got a brand new car..  look at me.. look at me.. for they dreamed feathers tar.. taking homes for money.. bribing peanut row.. these bottom feed.. should not breed.. exploiters got to go..

They hide behind graft that costs us.. loose loan state controls.. take family homes with a tear.. refugee their own.. where is their soul?..

Living in a world with roses.. purple of the plum.. Bankrupt out.. you bet.. no loss.. then prosecute the scum..

Now they have greed spread in snitch bags greedy him or her.. a sad piece of nothing.. deluded rabid cur.. taking as a robber.. gold won’t take their fear.. someone somewhere may just see.. they do not belong here..

Do you remember Savings and Loan California way.. elected that man president.. that’s all I have to say..

Hello.. it seems there is no escaping the surge of greedy.. lowlife people who have confused priorities and usually- bad livers.. I have not borrowed from anyone.. certainly have not had any ripoff credit cards.. for a long long time.. I wish you all luck with these mooks.. It is sad.. the constitution has a clause which says.. roughly.. no court can interfere in a civil contract.. at the time of the constitution it apparently did not occur to them to define an agreement.. or contract as ‘legal’..Peace Tony

©AC.17.4.12.arr././

Please pay me for.. My stolen Story?

The odds are very high that the enclosed, sent to me letter, which includes a heartbreaking story that is true for so many, is a scam.  The conditions that encourage this type of fraud are going to extreme.  This particular scam, (if that is what it is..I think it is).. originated in Nigeria.   It is used as a security pattern for prevention of ‘phishing’ in institutions of higher cyber things.  This scam plays on greed.  I recommend staying away from this type of thing.  Have an atty.. or agency look at it if you have doubt..Peace Tony 

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Who is What??

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THERE SHOULD BE ABSOLUTE CLARITY ABOUT WHAT GITMO WAS DURING THE IRAQ-U.S. WAR.  AS WITH MURDERERS AND OTHER VIOLENT CONFUSED CRIMINALS, I BELIEVE IT VITAL THAT WE AS PEOPLE UNDERSTAND TERRORIST SHOULD NOT SET THE EXAMPLE.

THIS IS A SLIDE SHOW OF REAL PICTURES FROM A REAL WEBSITE.  I DID NOT CHECK THIS SITES POLITICS.  THERE IS NO DOUBT THESE ARE REAL PEOPLE. 

MY APOLITICAL SELF DOES NOT BELIEVE IN TORTURE.  APPARENTLY SOMEONE DOES,.

PEACE TONY